@ the crossroad
i dunno how to start but my heart has been very heavy ever since i came home... after i heard wat my mom told me...
well, she said tat pastor announced during morning service tat the newly annointed bilingual choir comm is getting to contemporary... n we shld be wary of the songs we choose...
perhaps, it sounds v familiar, coz pastor alwaz say such things... but i see it otherwise...
well, being me, im alwaz defensive... but i have two thoughts...
why doesn't he tell it to me himself? but announce it to the morning svce ppl... except for joseph n songyang who would be there, who else would be there... n well, i am the one who picked all the songs, so, if im not there, how would i know abt the wrong content of songs?
besides, i tink its a "face" thing also... i mean, can give me some face anot? well, maybe for me, pride is a big thing... but i tink, if a person is at fault, we often ponder if we want to let him/her know... but, saying it in front of everybody... how embarrassing is that?! n best... i dun even know abt it, when everyone is like going..."oh, tat's the new chairperson loz"... "oh, yah"... n i would probably still be in the dark not knowing y if i havent heard abt it... it's just like everybody saying nasty things abt it behind ur back... n u r such an idiotic, ignorant person whom dint know abt it...
he keep saying that we shld follow strictly to the Bible and sing those old traditional hymns... i keep thinking... is it he himself who want to stay to these hymns... or is it God... i mean, i keep feeling that it is he himself who wants the church to remain like this... keep singing hymns... well, hello! we are hear to sing praises to the Lord, not to u ok! this reminds me of the skits that fellowship alwaz want to perform... but sometimes... must get censored... actually, frankly speaking... even if im a visitor, i think i wont be attracted loz... well, there's another argument, we shld not follow the trends of the world, but staying too "out-dated" oso not correct lez... we shld use our traditional methods to match up with the world's...
so far, i think i haven relli bring in to "loud" pieces... or have i? wont it be boring to sing hymns in the same pattern every week... how m i to teach to make it more interesting n looked-forward to for the members then?
suddenly, i feel sorry for songyang...
no wonder ppl want to leave the church... it's really a no wonder... sometimes, i tink we spend too much time looking at the plank n thorns of other churches, but not our own...
do i have a choice? im stuck in this silly church... n stuck to please man... oh Lord, forgive me...
well, she said tat pastor announced during morning service tat the newly annointed bilingual choir comm is getting to contemporary... n we shld be wary of the songs we choose...
perhaps, it sounds v familiar, coz pastor alwaz say such things... but i see it otherwise...
well, being me, im alwaz defensive... but i have two thoughts...
why doesn't he tell it to me himself? but announce it to the morning svce ppl... except for joseph n songyang who would be there, who else would be there... n well, i am the one who picked all the songs, so, if im not there, how would i know abt the wrong content of songs?
besides, i tink its a "face" thing also... i mean, can give me some face anot? well, maybe for me, pride is a big thing... but i tink, if a person is at fault, we often ponder if we want to let him/her know... but, saying it in front of everybody... how embarrassing is that?! n best... i dun even know abt it, when everyone is like going..."oh, tat's the new chairperson loz"... "oh, yah"... n i would probably still be in the dark not knowing y if i havent heard abt it... it's just like everybody saying nasty things abt it behind ur back... n u r such an idiotic, ignorant person whom dint know abt it...
he keep saying that we shld follow strictly to the Bible and sing those old traditional hymns... i keep thinking... is it he himself who want to stay to these hymns... or is it God... i mean, i keep feeling that it is he himself who wants the church to remain like this... keep singing hymns... well, hello! we are hear to sing praises to the Lord, not to u ok! this reminds me of the skits that fellowship alwaz want to perform... but sometimes... must get censored... actually, frankly speaking... even if im a visitor, i think i wont be attracted loz... well, there's another argument, we shld not follow the trends of the world, but staying too "out-dated" oso not correct lez... we shld use our traditional methods to match up with the world's...
so far, i think i haven relli bring in to "loud" pieces... or have i? wont it be boring to sing hymns in the same pattern every week... how m i to teach to make it more interesting n looked-forward to for the members then?
suddenly, i feel sorry for songyang...
no wonder ppl want to leave the church... it's really a no wonder... sometimes, i tink we spend too much time looking at the plank n thorns of other churches, but not our own...
do i have a choice? im stuck in this silly church... n stuck to please man... oh Lord, forgive me...
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