Dropped by an old friend's blog just now, donno wat prompted me to do so but just click on his name on my links' page. Surprised to see new posts there coz the last few times I checked there, he din't post anything since New year or something. Saw his most recent blog, of coz laugh le... it's about Philosophy... i took it many semesters back, din't enjoy it and of coz dint do well loz, got a silly D for it and pulled down my grade... or was it a C ... well, doesn't matter now, as long as i can grad can le...
then saw his post on Jay chou's mtv... said it was very sad... his posts all very sad de... always think he thinks too much... even back in JC, if he's quiet, I felt that he's deep in thoughts... i feel that he thinks too much and sometimes i'm saddened to see him so sad and troubled... hope to share abit for him as a friend but he seems to be prefer to talk to another friend... maybe because at that time he knew that i like him, so he din't want to give me wrong impression... i dunno, never really knew what he was thinking even when we were together for awhile.
the one post that struck me was the one on him screaming out in silence. Then i went to read the comments posted there and I felt that i agree with the weitin person, it hurts me to see him like that... not for any special reason, but i always feel that he seems to be a fragile person, so naturally like want to extend a helping hand to share his burden... always value him as a friend but i wonder if he does the same... coz he never say so... you know, sometimes, friends need reassuring one lehz... daphne now also very busy... wif her church and her bf... well, guess tat was how she felt when i got attached at first... so narrowing down, i dun feel like i have much friends, other than those in church larz... those r exception... those are like my family...>_<
dunno y, my heart feels heavy esp reading his sentences "Where are you when I need you? How come it's always like this when I need you, you're not there... It's been quite some time already but I still cannot get used to it. Are you not the one? I really hope that I'm not wrong, I know times change and people change. I haven't really changed much, but have you?If only I can have another one like you now for me... Guess you'll never know my thoughts since you don't know about this blog."
un think he will come to my blog, so copy and paste it here lol...
i doubt he's talking about me, maybe i'm just thinking too much into it. coz firstly, i know i wasn't around when he needed me last time... but nowadays, dun tink he need me lol... anyway he wouldn't want/dare to find me ba...
and since i know his blog, so it won't be me... lol
i tink he's not the only one... it seems that some friends around me are also very troubled by relationship problems , not the typical ones, but like worrying about being a good partner to another person... he always wonder if he ever be a good bf/husband... well, he did posted that question to me and asked what's so great abt my current bf... but i told him, everybody has their uniqueness and strengths, he will one day find someday who will appreciate him... but guess that dint help much...
anyway, really hope he sometimes will share with me... miss having him and daphne around... my life is so lonely >_<
then saw his post on Jay chou's mtv... said it was very sad... his posts all very sad de... always think he thinks too much... even back in JC, if he's quiet, I felt that he's deep in thoughts... i feel that he thinks too much and sometimes i'm saddened to see him so sad and troubled... hope to share abit for him as a friend but he seems to be prefer to talk to another friend... maybe because at that time he knew that i like him, so he din't want to give me wrong impression... i dunno, never really knew what he was thinking even when we were together for awhile.
the one post that struck me was the one on him screaming out in silence. Then i went to read the comments posted there and I felt that i agree with the weitin person, it hurts me to see him like that... not for any special reason, but i always feel that he seems to be a fragile person, so naturally like want to extend a helping hand to share his burden... always value him as a friend but i wonder if he does the same... coz he never say so... you know, sometimes, friends need reassuring one lehz... daphne now also very busy... wif her church and her bf... well, guess tat was how she felt when i got attached at first... so narrowing down, i dun feel like i have much friends, other than those in church larz... those r exception... those are like my family...>_<
dunno y, my heart feels heavy esp reading his sentences "Where are you when I need you? How come it's always like this when I need you, you're not there... It's been quite some time already but I still cannot get used to it. Are you not the one? I really hope that I'm not wrong, I know times change and people change. I haven't really changed much, but have you?If only I can have another one like you now for me... Guess you'll never know my thoughts since you don't know about this blog."
un think he will come to my blog, so copy and paste it here lol...
i doubt he's talking about me, maybe i'm just thinking too much into it. coz firstly, i know i wasn't around when he needed me last time... but nowadays, dun tink he need me lol... anyway he wouldn't want/dare to find me ba...
and since i know his blog, so it won't be me... lol
i tink he's not the only one... it seems that some friends around me are also very troubled by relationship problems , not the typical ones, but like worrying about being a good partner to another person... he always wonder if he ever be a good bf/husband... well, he did posted that question to me and asked what's so great abt my current bf... but i told him, everybody has their uniqueness and strengths, he will one day find someday who will appreciate him... but guess that dint help much...
anyway, really hope he sometimes will share with me... miss having him and daphne around... my life is so lonely >_<
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