Even though it is still about two hrs to countdown to my birthday, I feel terrible. No excitement, no happiness, but dryness, tiredness, and sadness. Why so? I do not really know. At times, I get hit by spells of dryness when I really don't feel like doing anything and just feel terrible. My heart seems to be heavy and my brain is not functioning.
Well, my anticipated holiday has flew past and before the blink of an eye, I'm reporting to work soon. Oh, so sad. But then again if I don't work, I would feel terrible as well. Coz it's so boring!
I turned to the Laughter book to see if I can find comfort in God's words. Came across Isaish 62:4, "The Lord will take delight in you." Will the Lord be pleased with me after what I've done? Especially over tonight and the last few times, I feel terrible.

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