Work fats

Yesterday was my first stress day. So far worked so long, still feel quite 'qing song' and very free, then yesterday coz Stella was on MC so must cover for her. Suddenly felt lost and stressed. Day was fine, but near going home time then suddenly last minute got thing pop up... waw stressed... must call the captain of the ship then he abit attitude lidat... i keep have a feeling he's irritated... coz i like so dumb... in the end Stella had to settle for me... well although in the first place its her job but i must make myself also abit 'valuable' mah, an asset to the company mah... but the boss now maybe think i useless... so sad... going to get confirmed le... then happen haiz... but must keep going on loz...
today abit free, stella back then nothing to do... but ship got delayed so also abit stressed... abit running behind schedule... then tok to the captain, some croatians, aiyoh dunnoe what they talking accent so strong... terrible... phobia to talk to captains now...
today company got 'loh hei' so went to chinese restaurant... seriously loz, think i'm going fat, almost every other week eat eat eat... aiyoh, how to slim down, all the fats i lost during that MC week for toothache like all come back ler...
then aiyoh i feel so bad again today, they took picture mah, then i tot accounts ppl mah, so i went toilet loz... since i extra... but when i came back, they told me my dept also took one, then i missing, huh... paisey loz... they must think i got attitude... take picture also run away... haiz
next week chinese new year, sure get fat again...
waw
how to lose weight?! these few days must all eat porridge and fruits ler...