It's Sunday again, really don't enjoy going to church these days. Told that to JY, and he said it shouldn't be that way, we should enjoy going to church. So, why should I feel like it's a torture? Is it something wrong with me?
The attendance for choir is as worst as ever, only 6 ppl including me. Thank God I chose a simple song in the end, must be God's grace telling me to change the song yesterday to "You Are My All in All". Thank you guys for turning up. Karen-Huizhen-Kangling-Joseph-Francis. Francis and Joseph will always be there, esp Francis at 2pm. Thank God for both of you!
Even YY didn't mention why she would not be coming, or did she say so? Come to think of it, I think she did, but I just forgotten about it.
I've seem to lost all motivation to lead the choir. Running out of songs as usual, and seeing the low attendance, it's very difficult to plan songs, plus meeting up to ppl's expectations... and having a committee doesn't seem to help when none of them turn up. Last time, there's still YY, but nowadays, she don't seem to be around either. We should just close down the choir ba, save everybody's time. Sorry, God. I'm so unmotivated and tired, so useless of me.
Back to work again tomorrow, really coming to love my captain of MB so much, he's so nice and patient, never have attitude, makes work easier and makes my life so much easier as well. Just that, he never seems to get it right that I'm simply not Joseline. How could it be possible to mix up Josephine and Joseline? It's a wonder. Lynette is leaving, and that means I no longer have a collegue to have lunch with again. Because have been eating with her everyday, everybody else thinks we are a pair, so also never ask me anymore. Guess back to the da-bao days again.
The attendance for choir is as worst as ever, only 6 ppl including me. Thank God I chose a simple song in the end, must be God's grace telling me to change the song yesterday to "You Are My All in All". Thank you guys for turning up. Karen-Huizhen-Kangling-Joseph-Francis. Francis and Joseph will always be there, esp Francis at 2pm. Thank God for both of you!
Even YY didn't mention why she would not be coming, or did she say so? Come to think of it, I think she did, but I just forgotten about it.
I've seem to lost all motivation to lead the choir. Running out of songs as usual, and seeing the low attendance, it's very difficult to plan songs, plus meeting up to ppl's expectations... and having a committee doesn't seem to help when none of them turn up. Last time, there's still YY, but nowadays, she don't seem to be around either. We should just close down the choir ba, save everybody's time. Sorry, God. I'm so unmotivated and tired, so useless of me.
Back to work again tomorrow, really coming to love my captain of MB so much, he's so nice and patient, never have attitude, makes work easier and makes my life so much easier as well. Just that, he never seems to get it right that I'm simply not Joseline. How could it be possible to mix up Josephine and Joseline? It's a wonder. Lynette is leaving, and that means I no longer have a collegue to have lunch with again. Because have been eating with her everyday, everybody else thinks we are a pair, so also never ask me anymore. Guess back to the da-bao days again.
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