next week going over to Bintan with the company ppl - my side and Roro side ppl, quite alot of people not going I think, my boss bringing his whole family along, Ando-san also bringing his wife... next week is mother's day, tot maybe I want to celebrate this week...
went shopping with JY, he wanted to get a diamond ring for his mom, but constrained by his budget... we saw a pretty looking diamond cross at Soo Kee... about 200 hundred plus... but walked away, tot of looking around elsewhere and see if there's any better... coz my mom saz she wanted one - one alittle smaller than mine... so I tot, just look around loz... then we went to GoldHeart, saw some diamond rings... one very pretty one, very thin and elegant then have 3 diamonds on a row on it, about 300 odd... now having 50% sale, very pretty, very tempted to buy also, but think about my pocket, sigh, very broke this month... dunno why always broke, no money... the stupid insurance, tell him dunwan already, still did a double deduction... that's why I'm so broke, now must wait for my refund loz... that day the insurance deducted my money, really got a shock, how come my money drop so much?! waw... gave me a fright man!
now I know where it went to, at least its accountable for, so scary...

then in the end bought a cake for my mom at Polar's... saw this strawberry fluffy cake heart shape, got two roses on top some more, very pretty... at first wanted to get the Breadtalk one... but that one is 38 bucks, then yam flavour, dunno she will like anot, and some more so big... plus she so fussy one, so better get somethings she like mah... dun really have coffee cakes around... so no choice... then the Breadtalk Lycheelittle also look very elegant... white white tall tall one... but dunno if she like lychee... so that's y chose the Polar's one...
then came home, she saz she dun like the cake, too sweet for her liking... i really tot she liked it lez... coz the other time she bought something like that for my sis, she saz very pretty, but i swear I dint hear her saz very sweet otherwise I would never buy this one... she saz she dun like, my heart broke into pieces... sigh... wanted to get her something nice maz coz so broke, cant get her ring... best thing is she saz... she want to give it away to uncle's daughter for her bdae... i was like... okay loz... what can I say right? its yours already mahz... but very sad loz, want to cry le... then she hungry... so, she cut the cake... and ate half of it... but still saying quite sweet and asked me take pictures some more...!!! waw, my heart gone ler... man! what a disaster!

sigh... tomorrow work ler, not that i dun like, i like to go, at least stay away from the house mahz... sian... damn hard to please her...
wenjun started working ler... saz want to eat dinner together after exams... also nva jio me... haiz... think can forget about it ler... anyway, no money to go eat good food...

nva went for choir today... yy got fever, siying got to prepare for exams... hope these 2 weeks can give me a good break... need to get myself back on track again... serving with a tired heart isn't a healthy thing, can't even lead properly... bought a book by H.Dale Burke called "Less is more Leadership - 8 secrets to how to lead & still have a life", lets hope it can bring some insight to me... need to understand that I'm serving the Lord, not myself and definitely not my ego... actually I dint pay lahz... JY paid for me... abit broke sia... really must save money...

its not that saturaday I dunwan to go fellowship... okay sometimes go out pak to-ing... but its the only time we got to spend with each other... monday to friday we work mahz... where got time to meet each other... then sat I ask him to go... he saz sunday one not enough mehz... also service mah... guess abit hard to explain to him... besides, I'm so disorganised now, dun really want to land myself into another ... well... dump... mess... so Kangling, if you are reading this... hope you guys can understand... not that I go dating... I need a break... a break from church... before I grow to become a fungi... there are some personal spiritual problems I need to settle... and pls dun ask me what issit... coz you probably wont hear it from me...

my life is in a mess man... well... not for work... but for church...

tomorrow got jap class, yeah... looking forward to it... really... hope I can still catch up...

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