It has been a busy week, and my heart feels extremely heavy today...

Wento out with Darren on Friday... usually we hang around Orchard. This time round, I decided NO MORE Orchard. So, we ended up at Vivocity. At first, it was planned to go Sushi Teh then he wanted to catch a movie... then in the afternoon, he messaged me that he haven't got his pay so can we meet next week... argh... I thought, 2nd date of the week being cancelled liao, so sian... purposely wear abit more pretty - not that I don't wear pretty larz... in the end, he decided we should just go ahead, just eat cheaper...
So we bought Chuck and Larry's tickets and ate at Terra Cafe after Jasmine's recommendation... but food didn't turn out to be that good man... movie ended at almost midnight... so no train, we had to share a cab. Fortunately, he stays in Pasir Ris also... but waw, two poor souls! No money in our pockets, I have 25 plus his few coins, managed to chip up 27 bucks I think... whew...

Sat was another busy day... went to Bugis to get my cross-stitch, then rushed back to church for the Tuan Qing... then rushed off to meet Rafael...
Really shouldn't have met him... it spoilt our friendship.... well, not that we had much of a friendship to begin with... I was just playing with fire actually... He is one of the officers I met when I was onboard my ship... from Philippines... then after hearing stories of Philippinos and met one in the past myself, should have just avoided him... but like what darling saz, I enjoy being "chased" again, so he also dunwant to care ...
Went to chinatown, then bought him to Clarke Quay, since it is dangerous to go clubs and get myself dead drunk, we just sat on the steps watching the boats and enjoying the wind... it's nice talking to him, understanding how my ship operates... but...
I donno if he meant it or not, but either case, I shouldn't have encourage him... waw, wanted to kiss me somemore, oh dear!
Terrible terrible...
now I feel so bad... me like him? NO! but maybe I feel sorry for him... anyway, he's the one avoiding me now... maybe its for the better...

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