Lousy Friday

It is Friday and I should be happy it is Friday... well, everybody in the office is happy it is Friday... I thought I will be too...but...
I played a too overboard joke yesterday and well, someone got hurt (of course)... now I feel terrible the whole day for making that someone upset... I was just making some silly jokes but apparently...
why did I do it? ? but then again, it is not the time to ask why I did it, I should try and save the situation, isn't it? But the person is, of course, too hurt, and ignoring me at the moment... damn...

and today, of course, my ship had a leakage... and made the same mistake again, I didn't let boss know... freak...

it's a lousy friday...
I really feel so terrible...
can't the person see that I am already so remorseful ???

best thing is that the person say... won't forgive me... as postscript...
don't even know if it's joking or not...