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I am really getting so sick of my job and the people here. I really don't believe it is like that everywhere! Okay, I refused to believe...
There are people here keep going on leave - almost practically 1 month ? and I have to cover all the shit. And somemore, take leave right after my vacation ? I don't even have air left to breathe, then I must start doing shit. Can't they be more considerate? It's my birthday month afterall! And besides, I rarely take vacations. Everytime, I only took 1 or 1/2 days off and ended up covering my duties myself anyway. Then when I'm on leave, everything happens. People in the office keep looking for me. When people on leave, why aren't they disturbed? Why keep bugging me also?? Kishi still say me that I must look after their ships. How come I don't hear him saying the same to other operators??
Then this Suzuki... wah lau... terrible mood swing, is he a woman or something?? Awhile want this, awhile say he never say so... worst than my mom! Can't he make proper decision?
Is it because of the economic crisis or what, this BP is always asking for the most unreasonable requests! They literally think my Masters are driving cars? Can anytime deviate according to what they like? Awhile want stowage plan of this draft, next minute change draft by 1 cm, or change qtty by 1000 mt. These are very minimal things what... don't they have planning dept?? Think my Masters are very free issit...?
And this job... oh c'mon, I am an operator, not here to do all the shit accounts. If I want to do accounts, I would have taken an accounts degree and be better off elsewhere! Why would I want to rot here? These Japanese keep saying want to cut cost, save money on communication, on paper, on stationary... I think if they don't stay in condo, we can save millions a year! The other day, Capt. J asked for my voyage orders, I told him "you all say don't print what.. so I don't have" then he was quite shocked... haha, serve them right.
I am coming to 3 years, and what have I learnt? I think, nothing. what can I learn when they don't want to teach? Stella started chartering after 2 years. Maybe I more stupid so they think I can't learn fast? I think Stella spoilt the market when she jumped to Chevron with all the knowledge she learned here. Then the company is once bitten twice shy, so they don't want to teach any local people. Now they are getting any Jap guy to come here and learn. I tot they want to cut costs? What all this nonsense?
Don't want to teach me, bypass me somemore when things are going on, then come and ask me to follow up... or ask me how come I don't know... how the hell would I know? You people think I have big ears issit?? Wah lau, fed up lehz.. Like today, new schedule of RBQ, just bypass me and go to Capt.Mukherjee loz... then later if I received diff instructions from BP, they will ask how come I do this or do that? How would I know what I not "supposed" to do???
I will stay... and tolerate... stay for another few months after bonus I will go...
looking into terminals now, better change some scope but still in shipping... not good to go into Oil companies coz we know each other... maybe I should just go into the maritime academy?...
There are people here keep going on leave - almost practically 1 month ? and I have to cover all the shit. And somemore, take leave right after my vacation ? I don't even have air left to breathe, then I must start doing shit. Can't they be more considerate? It's my birthday month afterall! And besides, I rarely take vacations. Everytime, I only took 1 or 1/2 days off and ended up covering my duties myself anyway. Then when I'm on leave, everything happens. People in the office keep looking for me. When people on leave, why aren't they disturbed? Why keep bugging me also?? Kishi still say me that I must look after their ships. How come I don't hear him saying the same to other operators??
Then this Suzuki... wah lau... terrible mood swing, is he a woman or something?? Awhile want this, awhile say he never say so... worst than my mom! Can't he make proper decision?
Is it because of the economic crisis or what, this BP is always asking for the most unreasonable requests! They literally think my Masters are driving cars? Can anytime deviate according to what they like? Awhile want stowage plan of this draft, next minute change draft by 1 cm, or change qtty by 1000 mt. These are very minimal things what... don't they have planning dept?? Think my Masters are very free issit...?
And this job... oh c'mon, I am an operator, not here to do all the shit accounts. If I want to do accounts, I would have taken an accounts degree and be better off elsewhere! Why would I want to rot here? These Japanese keep saying want to cut cost, save money on communication, on paper, on stationary... I think if they don't stay in condo, we can save millions a year! The other day, Capt. J asked for my voyage orders, I told him "you all say don't print what.. so I don't have" then he was quite shocked... haha, serve them right.
I am coming to 3 years, and what have I learnt? I think, nothing. what can I learn when they don't want to teach? Stella started chartering after 2 years. Maybe I more stupid so they think I can't learn fast? I think Stella spoilt the market when she jumped to Chevron with all the knowledge she learned here. Then the company is once bitten twice shy, so they don't want to teach any local people. Now they are getting any Jap guy to come here and learn. I tot they want to cut costs? What all this nonsense?
Don't want to teach me, bypass me somemore when things are going on, then come and ask me to follow up... or ask me how come I don't know... how the hell would I know? You people think I have big ears issit?? Wah lau, fed up lehz.. Like today, new schedule of RBQ, just bypass me and go to Capt.Mukherjee loz... then later if I received diff instructions from BP, they will ask how come I do this or do that? How would I know what I not "supposed" to do???
I will stay... and tolerate... stay for another few months after bonus I will go...
looking into terminals now, better change some scope but still in shipping... not good to go into Oil companies coz we know each other... maybe I should just go into the maritime academy?...
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