Bothered & Fed-up
It is so unfair!
I really don't understand why I am not getting my HBD BTO flat. Come on, I have been trying for the past 2 years and wasted like how much ?! Even though it is only 10 bucks each time, 10 bucks ! Enough to get me through 5 lunches per week ! How many 10 bucks have I wasted ...
And there are just these iiiiiirritating people who get it like first time and don't even have income, or plans to get married ! I know! The government is trying to prevent me from getting married! I mean, what's the point after all the marriage thingy ( tell you, this marriage thing is also getting on my nerves ), I still don't get my own space; my own home; my own FREEDOM. Oh damn! Move out of one, to move into another house which just makes no difference. I am like super upset lah! I WANT MY OWN SPACE LAH, and the housing prices are like f***ing high ! And my salary is not getting anyway higher, plus there is ABSOLUTELY nothing to do here, ( that's why I'm blogging ). Oh man, what's the prospect here, man. What do the big guys here want to do with us ? I'm getting lazy, fat, retarded and slow. And at this age of 25 ! Oh my god ! I can not believe it - retarded at age of 25.
Why do some people just get it all ? Big house, big cars, big dreams. I have big dreams too. I have big ambitions too. But seems like not possibly coming true at all. Some people just eat and eat and eat, and never get fat, while I am trying so HARD just to lose this stupid tummy ( it's not very big, BUT IT'S NOT GOING FLAT!). People just keep getting posted overseas everyday, I know you will miss your home, your family, your friends, and it's simply a bother to travel everywhere everyday, BUT why am I not even given this chancce to feel this bother ?
Oh people, stop complaining, people like me hardly have any chance at all !
And this marriage thing... WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID TRADITIONS? Hallo! It is like, what ? 21st century, man but still so many traditions. Do the people behind knows how much money goes into this thing ? It is MY life, MY wedding, why can't I decide WHAT I WANT and not what YOU WANT, I must satisfy this person, that person, have this have that. Do this for luck, do that. If really have luck, why am I still so unlucky ?! My parents didn't go through all these issit, or my grandparents didn't go through all these so called "traditions" issit ? I believed they did, so WHY am I still so unlucky ?!
Why on earth am I writing so much here when there's nobody to be reading it anyway ? Just went to Xiaxue's blog. See? Great example of someone who got lucky. Did her parents followed more traditions than other people ?
I really don't understand why I am not getting my HBD BTO flat. Come on, I have been trying for the past 2 years and wasted like how much ?! Even though it is only 10 bucks each time, 10 bucks ! Enough to get me through 5 lunches per week ! How many 10 bucks have I wasted ...
And there are just these iiiiiirritating people who get it like first time and don't even have income, or plans to get married ! I know! The government is trying to prevent me from getting married! I mean, what's the point after all the marriage thingy ( tell you, this marriage thing is also getting on my nerves ), I still don't get my own space; my own home; my own FREEDOM. Oh damn! Move out of one, to move into another house which just makes no difference. I am like super upset lah! I WANT MY OWN SPACE LAH, and the housing prices are like f***ing high ! And my salary is not getting anyway higher, plus there is ABSOLUTELY nothing to do here, ( that's why I'm blogging ). Oh man, what's the prospect here, man. What do the big guys here want to do with us ? I'm getting lazy, fat, retarded and slow. And at this age of 25 ! Oh my god ! I can not believe it - retarded at age of 25.
Why do some people just get it all ? Big house, big cars, big dreams. I have big dreams too. I have big ambitions too. But seems like not possibly coming true at all. Some people just eat and eat and eat, and never get fat, while I am trying so HARD just to lose this stupid tummy ( it's not very big, BUT IT'S NOT GOING FLAT!). People just keep getting posted overseas everyday, I know you will miss your home, your family, your friends, and it's simply a bother to travel everywhere everyday, BUT why am I not even given this chancce to feel this bother ?
Oh people, stop complaining, people like me hardly have any chance at all !
And this marriage thing... WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID TRADITIONS? Hallo! It is like, what ? 21st century, man but still so many traditions. Do the people behind knows how much money goes into this thing ? It is MY life, MY wedding, why can't I decide WHAT I WANT and not what YOU WANT, I must satisfy this person, that person, have this have that. Do this for luck, do that. If really have luck, why am I still so unlucky ?! My parents didn't go through all these issit, or my grandparents didn't go through all these so called "traditions" issit ? I believed they did, so WHY am I still so unlucky ?!
Why on earth am I writing so much here when there's nobody to be reading it anyway ? Just went to Xiaxue's blog. See? Great example of someone who got lucky. Did her parents followed more traditions than other people ?
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